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01/22/2011

Its hard to be funny
To be social
To smile
When the walls are closing in on you
And you feel like you’re falling down a bottomless pit

Its getting better
Slowly
But it got worse first

Some days are better than others
Some nights are longer
Sleepless

Its getting better
Slowly
But it got worse first

Being a healthy mom is the most important
But thoughts of being a bad mom swim inside my head
The anxiety builds

Its getting better
Slowly
But it got worse first

One day I’ll climb out of the pit
And be myself again
Everyday

Its getting better
Slowly
But it got worse first

Leighann

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